Well, I see why this week is
called slide week. It has gone by so quickly! I can't believe that I fly out to
the field on Monday. I have learned so much in the past week that there is
no way it has only been one week. We began teaching investigators, which was
more than a little nerve-wracking but I have learned more of how to actually
teach. I loved the investigators from the first time we met them and I know
that I was feeling Heavenly Father's love for them and that He was helping me
to know their needs.
On Sunday, as a district
we watched a talk Elder Bednar gave here at the MTC called The
Character of Christ. Don't try to find the video, it is only shown here at
the MTC. He did give a similar talk at BYU-I and that is publicly available. I
invite you to find it and read it. His message was that Christ's character was
completely focused outward and that nothing He did was for Himself.
This past week I have been trying to focus more fully on others and their
needs, not what I want. I am not serving a mission for myself. I am serving a
mission to be obedient to Heavenly Father's will for me. My purpose is to do
all I can to help those I teach come to Him and gain a testimony of His gospel.
I had been having a rough day earlier this week and we had an appointment with
our more challenging investigator that night. I knew that if I went into the
lesson feeling sorry for myself that there was no way that I could be guided by
the Spirit. I prayed to be able to forget about what I wanted and be able to
focus entirely on his needs. As we taught the lesson, I was able to be guided
to say what he needed to hear. As I left the lesson I realized that my burdens
had been lifted because I had given myself completely to God to be an
instrument in His hands to bless the life of someone else.
We were able to watch
the First Presidency Christmas Devotional. I love hearing the words of the
prophets and feeling their love! I know that they are truly called by God to
lead His church and that they are His chosen messengers for this time.
President Uchtdorf's talk reminded me why I want to be serving a mission. I am
so grateful that Heavenly Father has trusted me enough to call me to do
something so vital. I have been humbled as I continue to learn of my role as a
missionary. I am simply a conduit. I do very little actual teaching. My role is
to prepare as best I can so that the Spirit is welcome in the lessons and that
He is the one who changes people, I am simply the one saying the words.
Love,
Sister Pyper
Sister Pyper and MTC district at Prove Temple
Sister Pyper and companion Sister Paynter
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